it's MONDAY ya'll
and i'm staying at home
and guess wat i'm in a realli GOOD mood TODAE!!



cause i had a GOOD sleep
and i'm like so active because of that
and dearest BF..is SO irratated cux he's stuck in skOOl now
hahahx.. DUN wori yr holidays are coming up
and den u can start to irratate me



and my xams are tmr..
Screams NOTHINGS going into MY head
darn...!!! I wana get a A for it



and my b DAE cuming,prezzies PLS and dhinesh
u better get me smth..dun give me DIALOGUE ALL



no more it's the thought that counts



and mizah bebe,i can't wait for the outing with YOU
on wed....
we goto snap a lot of pics
yea..we're vain...lols



ps: I LOVE you Mr.MacDreAMY
and there's no oNE else that makes my heart skip
a beat like you do
simply perfect in all that you do

todae's a SUNDAY!
And i'm staying in...
gosh the weather's like so effing hot!!!
Went marina barrage with Mr macdreamy yest


he's seriously has a thing against hot weather
sighs
and m still a lil pissed off wit that bitch
dun u EVEN tink abt it
xams around the corner
got to mug
human resource is worse than HISTORY siahx


and there's more to me than just those laughter
i may not be the perfect partner but i still love you
and i want all this last forever :)

Gosh! it's been a rollar coster ride these days
i'm still trying to believe that i'm actuali in a relationship
rite now,that i have a guy who just loves me unconditionally


that everything is just so perfect
4 November,it was a day when everything fell into place
and yest was when i fell for him like truly


my heart skips a beat thinking about it
i duno how somebody can just love me so much
that my existence can mean so much to someone



if this is love,then baby i really love you so much
and i mean it...
as i said before,when i really fall for someone..
i'll give it my all...

I have so much to update..
yet m like so exhausted lahx..
after my xams
till on haitus next week

yest's meetup wit peeps was fun
yet i feel so depressed..todae


like tere's smth missing in my life
i hate that feeling taking over me now
why now again
of all the time...
i'm still bleeding...i'm numb
my tears are all dried up
the pathways....too long to RECOVERY
everythings slipping off my fingers now



pls occupy my mind with something else
i'm falling apart
and no one noes me not even my besti's
i hide all my tears all my pain
inside my empty heart

it's my off day and amazingly i'm home...
just felt like resting at home
the cough's still tere and so damn irratating


meanwhile all that planning for my 21st B dae
is just getting on my nervous
my god!!
i realli hate planning smth
esp when it's my bdae
i'm not a perfectionist
but i realli dun wana ruin my day


on the other hand,my personal life
is in a mess though i hate to admit it
pieces of me are just lying around
yet i still manage to pull across a smile on my face


just 2 days ago,by the riverside
my besti and me were having gurl talk
we're still hurt by all those things
that bastards did to us


still in our doubts,
cursed by all those untrue words
our tears,we were just holding it back
depression was our friend now
thanks to all those guys out there who just cheated on us


How we wished,that
we could just get lost in our world
and live in our own fantasies


and i have come out with a b dae wishlist so here it is :)

1.Adidas jacket
2.LV bag
3.charles keith heels
4.and most of all i want a SURPRISE b dae!

i would so LOVE tat aites..


. tat's a wrap up for this post :)


A big SHOUT out to BOTH my bestis


I LOVE you DHINESH and SHAMIZAH hugs and kisses :) muacks..

past,it haunts her
the future,so uncertain
she can only dream of uncertainties


long beach walks
hand in hand
embracing each others good and bad days
she wished it happened to her
she's waiting...
yet all she ever gets is disappointment


the musical touch of emotions...
the sudden heartbeat reaction
are long gone


never to come back again
trust is lost
the scars are deep
time doesn't heal everything i guess



she's numb
and she wished if only
someone changed her mind once more
if only there was someone
she could trust one last time
and if only there is a true love that will always stay wit her

my god..! such a awesome day
m still high thinking abt it
went to durg and uma's hse for deepavali
was snapping away pictures


and then went to mahen's b dae party
awesome place lahx..
was snapping away pics too...
and someone was realli hot at the party
was just melting away... :)


and there was dance floor
was dancing away wit mahen,dhinesh thevita and everyone else


his family damn happening lahx!!!
the mother dance sehx...


one helluva of a party...
had an awesome day
reached back home...at arnd 3..